Writers we wallow
Not in pity or in sorrow
But in words
Characters, paragraphs, entire worlds
These words they fall they circle they drown
They pick at every small meaning to be found
Down to the bones of every kiss
Every corpse every star every wish
Constant continuous monologue a narration a soliloquy
Not in sleep nor in work nor in the mundane do we find reprieve
Just more words more knowledge more history
For writers you see we wallow, but not in pity
I’ll hold my breath
While you hold my hand
I’ll do the surrendering
If you’ll be the man
I’ll spread my legs
Inviting you in
If you’ll think with lust
And join in my sin
TAKE IT!
TAKE IT!
TAKE IT!
Do it little boy
DO IT!
DO IT!
DO IT!
I’ll be your little toy
Come on in
Come in
Go on
Temptation is the plan
Tick tock
Tick tock
Tick tock
It’s time to be a man
If you bite down
I’ll let my hand wonder
Lick at the flesh
And I’ll move down a little farther
If you don’t take a chance
Nothing will be given
Your lust turned to love
Mine tucked away and hidden
TAKE IT!
TAKE IT!
TAKE IT!
Do it little boy
DO IT!
DO IT!
DO IT!
I’ll be your little toy
Come on in
Come in
Go on
Temptation is the plan
Tick tock
Tick tock
Tick tock
It’s time to be a man
Just be a fucking man already
I know you have it in you
I won’t date a fucking pussy
I’ll be the one you lose too
Stained in red
With your hands
As my blood fed
Your demands
Stained in black
With your soul
I fill your lack
Corrupt my whole
My white world
Stained with sin
I was lured
Down by him
My poor broken wings
No longer new
They’re stained red
Stained by you
Stained in scarlet
With the knife
I can’t die yet
I still have life
Stained in gray
With dirty snow
I cannot pray
Until I know
My white world
Stained with sin
I was lured
Down by him
My poor broken wings
No longer new
They’re stained red
Stained by you
Stained in crimson
Like the dirt
Maggots crawl in
I can’t feel the hurt
Condemned by his sins
Stained in brown
As my blood dries
In the dirt I seep down
As he slowly dies
My white world
Stained with sin
I was lured
Down by him
My poor broken wings
No longer new
They’re stained red
Stained by you
I’m looking at my reflection
In my lonesome mirror
Every little imperfection
I scowl I pout I leer
Every single indiscretion
As I see a lonesome tear
You gave me this
You’re the one who
Slit my wrists
To think I wanted to stay by you
I was just a possession, shiny and new
Well you can’t keep me down
No matter how hard you try
I’ll keep my feet planted firmly on the ground
And I will never cry
So I’ll hold up my head
And bear it
I’ll look you straight in the eye
And shame it
I break that mirror, shards of glass
And my face breaks into a thousand pieces
My life flies by, moving too fast
And instead of one, I’m surrounded my a thousand faces
As blood flows, time will pass
And thought after thought chases
The next through the broken glass
You gave me this
You’re the one who
Slit my wrists
To think I wanted to stay by you
I was just a possession, shiny and new
Well you can’t keep me down
No matter how hard you try
I’ll keep my feet planted firmly on the ground
And I will never cry
So I’ll hold up my head
And bear it
I’ll look you straight in the eye
And shame it
Sing away baby
Sing off to sleep
See the good lady
And watch as she weeps
The stars have all died
The moon is dead
But sleep on sweet baby
Alone in your bed
Dream oh sweet baby
Dream away pain
Of what a sweet image
A world with no shame
The stars have all died
The moon is dead
But sleep on sweet baby
Alone in your bed
Flyaway dragon
Flyway up high
Fly through my dreams
To your court in the sky
The stars have all died
The moon is dead
But sleep on sweet baby
Alone in your bed
Jigsaw puzzles
With every turn
The pieces scatter
And begin to burn
Try to gather them
But we never learn
And so…
Our lives start falling apart
We never learn from our mistakes
Never mending a broken heart
Not even for our own sake
Our small minds
Never piecing things together
Pieces of puzzles left behind
As we fall into forever
Riddles appear
Left and right
Confuse my thoughts
And steal my light
I weaken slowly
But try to fight
And so…
Our lives start falling apart
We never learn from our mistakes
Never mending a broken heart
Not even for our own sake
Our small minds
Never piecing things together
Pieces of puzzles left behind
As we fall into forever
Jigsaw puzzles
With every turn
The pieces scatter
And begin to burn
Try to gather them
But we never learn
And so…
Our lives start falling apart
We never learn from our mistakes
Never mending a broken heart
Not even for our own sake
Our small minds
Never piecing things together
Pieces of puzzles left behind
As we fall into forever
Lost within a maze
Tall walls of green
Try to find the exit
But my escape remains unseen
Alone to solve my problems
But who is the real fiend?
And so…
Our lives start falling apart
We never learn from our mistakes
Never mending a broken heart
Not even for our own sake
Our small minds
Never piecing things together
Pieces of puzzles left behind
As we fall into forever
Riddles appear
Left and right
Confuse my thoughts
And steal my light
I weaken slowly
But try to fight
And so…
Our lives start falling apart
We never learn from our mistakes
Never mending a broken heart
Not even for our own sake
Our small minds
Never piecing things together
Pieces of puzzles left behind
As we fall into forever
There’s nothing broken
My heart’s just fine
I’ll say it again
I’ll redraw the line
There’s nothing broken
It doesn’t hurt
I’ve already forgotten
The taste of dirt
I’m okay
I scream
I’m okay
I dream
That I’m okay
I’m okay
I yell through the sound
Of something breaking
Something breaking down
Something is shattering
Shattering around
I can’t hear anything
The sound of something breaking drowns
Out everything
But nothing’s broken
My minds awake
Everything’s dandy then
Nothing I can’t take
Really it’s true
I truelly insist
But I can’t get through
You can’t be convinced
I’m okay
I scream
I’m okay
I dream
That I’m okay
I’m okay
I yell through the sound
Of something breaking
Something breaking down
Something is shattering
Shattering around
I can’t hear anything
The sound of something breaking drowns
Out everything
There’s really nothing broken
My spirit is mending
The aftershock of sin
My everything is bending
But not broken yet
I may be in denial
I might be in pain
I hide behind a smile
Hiding from my shame
But I’m not broken yet
Nothing’s broken quite yet
I’m okay
I scream
I’m okay
I dream
That I’m okay
I’m okay
I yell through the sound
Of something breaking
Something breaking down
Something is shattering
Shattering around
I can’t hear anything
The sound of something breaking drowns
Out everything
I’m okay
I scream
I’m okay
I dream
That I’m okay
I’m okay
I’m losing my edges
No boundaries are left
Standing on literal ledges
No longer as deft
Who will be my under taker
Who will bury me in the ground?
Who will give me my last rights?
And who will drag me down
Who will go to my funeral?
Who alone will visit my grave?
Who will read my obituary?
And whom will I choose to save
I’m fading away slowly
I’m counting my time
I’ve never felt so lowly
As when I’m counting my crimes
Who will be my under taker
Who will bury me in the ground?
Who will give me my last rights?
And who will drag me down
Who will go to my funeral?
Who alone will visit my grave?
Who will read my obituary?
And whom will I choose to save
My lines are blurring
My edge I can’t feel
Temptation is luring
Me away from what’s real
Who will be my under taker
Who will bury me in the ground?
Who will give me my last rights?
And who will drag me down
Who will go to my funeral?
Who alone will visit my grave?
Who will read my obituary?
And whom will I choose to save
My freedom’s bound
Down by chains
I have not found
My leaden pains
Bound by love
Bound by hate
Bound by angels
At the gate
My freedom’s bound
By heavy chains
They drag me down
Through dirty lanes
Bound by love
Bound by hate
Bound by angels
At the gate
My freedom’s bound
With rusty chains
The water drowns
My spirit wanes
Bound by love
Bound by hate
Bound by angels
At the gate
My freedom’s bound
With age old chains
And murderous intent
Where I met Cain
Bound by love
Bound by hate
Bound by angels
At the gate
My freedom’s bound
By weakened chains
But it’s too late
I’ve gone insane
Bound by my love
Bound by your hate
Bound by self demons
At the coveted gate
Drink your own poison
Let it seep deep within
Put a flame to your heart
A fire to your sin
Spread your own poison
Though out your veins
Heart pumping blood
Your sins are your pain
Seek out your poison
Your tower of pain
To protect your own guilt
With your tower of flame
Spread your own poison
Though out your veins
Heart pumping blood
Your sins are your pain
Bleed out your poison
Cut through your own flesh
Your life equals pain
So make your skin mesh
Spread your own poison
Through out your own veins
Heart pumping blood
Betrayed by your pain
